Sunshine and Summertime

   Well the Summer's almost over and it's definately been a roller coaster. Full of ups and downs and turns of all sorts. Never would I have imagined the things I have encountered this season. Some doors have been opened and some have been slammed in my face. But, I guess so is Life...right? It goes on. Or at least that's what I keep telling myself. I have had the best time meeting some Amazing people this Summer. And for that, I am truely greatful. While my life was falling apart God had a plan all along. He sent me the people I needed at just the right times. It's funny how God is very rarely early....But NEVER late. He knows exactly the right time for things.....If only I had that power. The power to see just what I needed and when I needed it. Life would be so much easier. It's been a rough road but things are looking up! I am optimistic about where my life is heading. All I need is my Faith, Family and Friends...It's definately the "Triple Threat." Without these 3 things Sunshine and Summertime would have never happened! <3

Quote for the Day: "There shall be eternal summer in the grateful heart."  ~Celia Thaxter

Definition of a Friend

                                          F orever by your side.

                                          R espectful and respectable.

                                          I  nspiring beyond all measures.

                                          E ndearing and encouraging.

                                          N ever judgemental, always supportive.

                                          D evoted to compromise.

 

  
  A forever friend is something we rarely run across these days. Society is to caught up in the "what's good for me now." I refuse to beg for friends....it should just happen. They should be willing to give as much of them to you as you are willing to give to them. I've found a "forever friend" recently. He never ceases to amaze me. His gentle ways and kind, compassionate heart are exactly what I have needed. I can't wait to see what waits just around the corner for us. He is not selfish, but rather selfless. Always puts others feelings before his own....Even though sometimes he stresses too much because of it. We laugh together...and lord knows I've cried. I'm comfortable telling him anything in the world. And having that comfort from someone is Priceless. Thank you for being such an AMAZING person and friend to me. You truly are a role model and Inspiration to me. And that respect for you grows more and more every day.

 Do you believe absence makes the heart grow fonder??? Even if you have Never physically touched? Is it possible to long for the touch of a hand of which you have never felt? These are the questions I keep asking myself...Call me crazy. I will admit that I am half of the time. :) But I believe it is possible....I believe anything is possible. Why live life in "negative Nancy" mode all the time?

I long to hear your voice and wait to see your face. I want to feel your skin against me when I sleep. When we talk it's like magic....I can only think of you. So, I sit and I wait and I hope....better yet I know, that one day things will be different. Life will be perfect because I will have you in it.

Until then....all I have are dreams and hopes.

"I'll take off my Halo, if you take off your Wings....Because you take me to heaven just by being You."

Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars?

   Of course we can! But, who are we kidding? Do we really believe in wishing on shooting stars? I know I don't put much stock in a wish anymore. If I had everything I wished for in life....things would be Amazing. Currently...things aren't the greatest, but I keep telling myself that they could be much worse. Someone Always has it worse than the next person. So...with that being said.

   Great things are happening in my life right now....I know I have been away for a while. So I am using this post to catch up. I am in the middle of a divorce....It's the best decision I think I have ever made. For my own happiness. I am finally learning that it is truly up to me to make things happen for myself...whether that be  finding a job, taking care of my son to the best of my ability, focusing on my family and friends, and getting my life right, whatever that entails.Now....hopefully along the way of this I can find Mr. Wonderful. I know, I know...kind of soon. But, I am most certainly not going to push him away, should he come knocking on my door. Take things slow....that's what I keep telling myself. No rushing...take time. The time to truly know him...and so that he can truly know me. This time I will get it right. I want that everlasting love...the once in a lifetime thing that every littel girl dreams of. I know he is out there...for all I know, I have already met him.

Thought for the day :  Why were we given 2 legs to walk, 2 arms to hold with, 2 eyes to see with, but only 1 heart? Because the other was given to someone for us to find. It's up to us...and only us to be Patient and Never settle. Wait for that one....you will know when you have them. And when you do....Do everything in your power to hang on.

" The most important thing in life, is to learn to give out Love, and to let it come in."