Recently I have been faced with numerous challenges. My life is spinning out of control, faster than I can get a hold on it. I'm about to become a single mother of a 16 month old little boy. We are moving to Atlanta to make a new life for ourselves. I have had no luck finding a job here in good ole Ringgold, Ga. So, I figured why not? Now is as good a time as any.....
This week has been the most trying one for me in months. There have been so many ups and downs. I have been so excited for the move and so incredibly saddened at the same time. Thru everything that has gone on I have managed to both gain friends and loose them. One was very dear to me. You could even say more like a sister. I thought friends were there to help you thru the hard times, not leave you. I am so torn because I truly feel as if I am doing the right thing for Brantley and I. I just wish that there was a way for me to help them see it too.
I know I haven't been as strong as I should be lately...but sometimes people loose site of whats important. I think I have pretty much mentally checked out. I am quickly learning how to get that back on track. I am determined and focused to put my life back together. No more excuses, no more loosing friends, no more family being disappointed. It's time for Me to get my life back on track. Starting Yesterday.
Quote of the Day : "Maybe all one can do is hope to end up with the right regrets." ~Arthur Miller
