Dear Sissy,
I wanted you to know that I Love you...More than Life itself, and I ALWAYS have. Today I was thinking about our relationship...where it has been???...and where it is going?. I Must say that I am quite afraid for you. I hate to see you waste your Beautiful life away. You are an amazing Girl, with all the potential in the world. Sometimes, I just feel like you don't care enough about yourself. I want to see you grow up to be an Amazing Woman and Mommy.....Will that ever happen? we used to be "Best Friends". When we were growing up, we did Everything Together. Never Apart. We played house, we jumped on the trampoline until we couldn't jump anymore, we laughed until it Hurt, we Cried together, and even though we didn't have a lot of money....we Were Happy Together! You were my Best friend...and I wish i could have that back? But something took that from me! I don't know what has happened to my Beautiful sister. Do you even love yourself anymore? All I can Say Is that I Love You!!! And I want you to know that. You can Always come to me..... I want you to come to me! Our relationship Now...is so Distant and full of Anger and Dishonesty. When will it stop? When did we become this way? And Why does it have to be this way? Sometimes I just cry.... Because I want so badly for you to be a part of my life. I get jealous and hurt when I see you talking and sharing things with other people...and you wont even talk to me. It seems like everytime we speak, we argue. I don't ever call with those intentions. But somehow, it Always happens. I want my Sissy Back!!! and I want her back NOW! I want to be able to Laugh until our Tummies hurt, and Cry until we have no more tears! I need my Best friend in my life! I Just want her to get help.... You know I am always here..I Love You...and I will be waiting for my Sissy.... Now and Forever! I Miss You!
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